Tuesday, November 29, 2011

If I die young

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I sell them for a dollar. There worth so much more after I'm a goner, and maybe then you'll hear the words I've been singing, funny when your dead how people start listening....

Monday, November 21, 2011

Can't sleep

Why is it when a loved one will go through something we cant imagine being strong enough to go through, and we will always say we are there for them but in the end...you stick up for the ones you hardly know? I mean everyone knows your friends story yet...when a person with a similar story comes up but we hardly know them we sympathize, and over exaggerate what happened to our friend, we don't think about whats best for them, or how they feel. Hell we didn't even go and really help them they way we were helping a stranger so we could look....What cooler? Nicer? Like we had some past? Well, to your friend, you look like a fake. You look like everyone else, it's not about you. We forget about other peoples feelings...yet we say how much we love them, has high school really come to this? There are things so much bigger than us and we care about how much sympathy we can get, well honey...sorry it doesn't get you far. College I hope is my fresh start...for everything...i know I'm getting personal but hey...its been a long day for me. Good night:)

Breakeven

What am i supposed to do when the best part of me was always you? And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?

Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind

Its funny how they say that the people who don't mind are the ones that matter...why is it that the ones I'm with everyday of the week, the ones who know me by blood, are the ones that judge the hardest? I don't fit into my own family..they don't understand how I think, they question everything I do including my ability of being out into the world. It hurts having your family shut you down to the worst person you can be, making u hate them, no one wants to hate their family. Sometimes I wonder how people make it day by day...there's so much bad, no real justification. Times are so hard right now, and right as things start to get a little bit better...I watch as something else in my life begins to slowly fall apart again. No one is strong enough to do it alone, I don't care what anyone says. To me, it takes more strength to admit you can't do it alone, I know I used to close everyone off...I thought I could do it alone, but guess what, you can't and I hope that no one else has to feel like they need to do it alone because everyone left them in the dark, there is always that one person that will care forever, you may not see them, but they are there. Props to anyone who can actually keep there heads up...it's a cruel world out there...more than anyone realizes, worse than the ones in horror movies, and take my word on this, every once in a while I get another glimpse of what real life will be like one day and its nothing our parents could ever prepare us for. The best of luck.

You gotta keep you head up, but you can let your hair down


The people that are crazy enough to think they can change the world are the ones who do
Fear is what stops u; courage is what keeps u going
Take ur time dont live too fast troubles will come and they will pass
Turn the page, don't look back it's just a chapter in the past
Live for the night u will forget with the friends u will remember
Be strong now cause things will get better. It might be stormy now but it can't rain forever 
If u don't make mistakes u aren't really trying 
Never run away from ur problems because once u have to face them again they will twice as hard to overcome 
People change, things go wrong but remember life just goes on
What lies beyond u and what lies before us are small matters when it comes to what lies within us
Watch ur thoughts; they become ur words; watch ur words they become ur actions; watch ur actions they become habits; watch ur habits they become ur character; watch ur character it becomes ur destiny 
Live for the moments u can't put into words
Dont tell me the Skys the limit when there's footprints on the moon
Laugh as much as u breathe, love as long as u live
Laugh ur heart out, dance in the rain, cherish the moment, ignore the pain. Live, laugh, love. Forgive and forget. Lives too short to live with regrets
Embrace those who love u and rid yourself of those who only bring u down 
Love is more than just words
Goals are dreams with deadlines
A simple act of kindness can change the course of a lifetime
Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. It just means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections
Life isn't about finding yourself. It's about creating yourself
Dreams are today answers to tomorrows questions 
Life holds special magic for those who dare to dream 
Peace, love, food, and friends

Saturday, November 19, 2011

For all the "I miss you"'s

Dont dread on the people who don't put in the effort, or forget about you easily, let them go and soon enough you'll see that in the end you let them go easier than they let you go...happiness is the only way of getting back at anyone, and remember...there are a lot of back stabbers, but they are only powerful when your back is turned. Theres no point in crying over someone you lost by them walking away...because isn't clear already that you are better off without them? You say theres no one else like them? Good. Then there's no one else LIKE THEM that is going to walk away.

On the contrary..if you lose someone to neither of you walking away but lost them to the world itself and you love them no matter who, best friend, cousin, guy, girl, friend, if you love them, fight because if you stick your hand in the fire long enough you eventually get what you're asking for.

This is the way I live

Life on the edge, I'm dangling my feet
I tried to pay attention but attention payed me.

Basically...

Confidence is a must, cockiness is a plus.   :)

Best Friends

Si j'avais un don que je pourrais vous donner, mon ami, ce serait la possibilité de vous voir comme les autres vous voient, parce que c'est seulement alors que vous savez comment vous êtes très spéciale.
Amis qui nous sont passer à travers nos hauts et nos bas. Sans eux,qui sait. Si vous pensez vraiment cela, ce sont eux qui nous maintient en vie.


AKA:
If I had one gift that I could give you, my friend, it would be the ability to see yourself as others see you, because only then would you know how extremely special you are. Friends are who get us through our ups and downs. Without them who knows. If you really think about it, it’s them who keeps us alive :)

Friday, November 18, 2011

Fall for you

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you that I would never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
 

Truth is..

It might be one FAT mistake...it may be the decision i regret forever...but id rather have that then sit on my couch or lie in my bed wondering...if it would of been the right thing, it is better to love than to not at all. We over analyze everything, half of the time we get hurt by things that make no sense to be hurt by. Our society gives us an image of perfection, and the reason i love him is because he's so utterly un-perfect. Who wants a guy who says the best thing every time or does the sweetest things 24/7 all it does is raise your expectations until you're some high maintenance bitch...i personally like fights because if we didn't fight we wouldn't care.

Katy Purrryy

Kiss me, k-k-kiss me
infect me with your love, and fill me with your poison
take me, t-t-take me
wanna be your victim, ready for abduction
boy, you're an alien, your touch so far away
its supernatural, extraterrestrial<33

Vanilla Twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you as I lie awake and miss you